Crucial bliss

One of my struggle in life is my attitude. I am not bad as what you may think, I am normal and sensitive ,I keep my insanity under control as I could. Oftentimes when faced in situation that I think I am being used and abused I really hate it.The percentage of confronting and insulting the person will definitely occur if given a chance. Anyway they deserve it. Today, my tongue is itchy and I am so tempted to say a word again. I wish I could tell him in his face now how insensitive he was and unreliable. Oh God, I am just lucky that I have made myself silent and calm. And I wish I could always be like this, keeping my tongue tied. Its nice that my mind is functioning well today. Good for me and good for him. I will just claim this calmness as my achievement today. At least I am learning to tame my tongue.